| had GYMNASTiCS @ G.U. TONiGHT!! cooool. tehee.
eyy, do you guys remember my obsession with Viet Nguyen? it's back. `>_< ..even though i'm not even playing soccer any more, he`s still nice to look at. ;] haha. but i`ve realized that soccer just isn't the sport for me. & i dont think it's too late to start really focusing on gymnastics. i'ma work hard at that. Hopefully in a few years i`ll earn a scholarship or something. Soccer was a real challenge for me this year, but no matter how much i wanted to quit, i'm glad that i finished the season.. even if i was only on JV. it got me thinking about what i really want in life. and it made me realize that since sometimes your best isn't good enough, you needa move on & find something else to do. but things happen for a reason, it's just that at first, some of us can't figure that out. im thankful that my family was so loving and supportive of me during those months where my self-confidence was hella low. they helped me change my attitude whenever i was down or "too hard" on myself. i never really cried about it to anybody else because i was too emarassed and ashamed that i didn't make varsity. anyways, i`m sure Viet N. didn't always get his way even when he worked his ass of, so whatever. i'm kooo now. haha. but damn, he's so fucking bomb. but not as bomb as my boyfriend.. Brian Saeteurn.
 i don't even know where to begin with him. i`ve known him for a little more than a month, but it seems like i've known him my whole entire life. it feels so.. good just to be able to connect with somebody who makes you feel truly happy. he's the reason why i smile. gosh, with him, i feel so safe & secure. i`ll never forget that first night we started talking. it was on a Wednesday. Feb.2nd at non-quals when i wasn't competing. he was just making me laugh and had me cheesin` hella big. we started talking towards the end, but we still had time to exchange sn's. but i was REALLY hoping that he was gonna be at league. He was. =] He is what inspired me to step it up during that meet with our best gymnast out. he's my good luck. tehee. i thought that the way i feel right now was only in movies or on a T.V. show, but no, this is real.. this is us. call me naive; i dont care. just `cause we're "young" doesn`t mean that i don't know what i'm talking about. Brian & i are meant for each other. we've formed a stronger bond in 1 month than people can in one year. my love for him is deep; it's sincere. i told him he's perfect, but he told me no, nobody's perfect. `cause perfection is you & me together. there's nothing more that i could ask for from him. i love him with all my heart and i`d do anything for him. he's my life, my love, my everything. 021205ALWAYS&FOREVER.
so now i have 3rd quarter to worry about, and i`ma start this semester off with good grades. NO MORE PROCRASTiNATiNG. haha, we`ll see how that goes. but i hafta get my hamlet stuff done, i needa practice lots for band, decide on a 3rd Q. project for history, stay awake in spanish, and just change my attitude for geometry. i`ma also continue to do gymnastics at G.U. just so that i dont start next year's season with nothing.. like how it was this year. i know i can make it to state, so that's what im gonna do next year. actually, we`re going as a team next year. HELL YEAAAAA. take care, peoples +//-CHU
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